Reddy's Last day

One last time, Reddy and I went to BBC. We had  couple of Paulner after a long time. I dropped him at the airport and return home to realize, I am gonna miss my buddy!

August!

Other than Suji's birthday, I don't see anything interesting this month. Hmm my new DSLR experience can add little more joy this month too. It is dull in office and home. Other activity which is keeping me busy now-a-days is Battle Field Bad Company 2 ps3 game. I stopped drinking from 23rd July! I said stopped, not quit! Somehow missing interest in liquor. Not a bad sign anyway.
Short term wishes - a trip to Maine and a macro lens for Full Frame DSLR.


Cheers
RaaM

சிறியதாய் ஒரு தலைகனமும், கர்வமும்... - அழிவின் ஆரம்பத்தில் நான்! - இராம்

July 07 Project Go-Live

I'm not sure did I take responsibility and done my best for this project. But learned a lot in this project. It was an wonderful opportunity for me. Though I don't take confidence from this project to next as every project is different game and strategy to be played, but take my experience and never repeat the same mistake again.


Neither excited nor upset, completely normal! Unusual for me. Feeling very strange, did I give my 100%? Anyway, I did justice for my salary, I can assure that. Will look forward for next challenge, as I can't stay back and relax.



RaaM
witth an unusal feelings....

I will be home soon!

Sorry, I was cheap to blame others, while not taking responsibilities. What am I gonna do to take back the words. One more wound on the soul.

RaaM

Love for my passion keep me happier and alive.

Cheers
R..

Harpoon Fest June 05 2010

Me Stephen and Ronan!!!

South Boston!

My Brain is jammed with couple of incidents this week! I know I'm confused right now. I won't decide, let the time passes around me. Never Never Never Never I will give up, even the God comes and begs me!

Cheers
R
No whiskey tonight!

I belong to New Religion, I speak New Language, I am INCEPTION!

Lost

Can someone safely take me back to home?

மெய்ஞ்ஞானப் புலம்பல்

ஆறாத புண்ணில் அழுந்திக் கிடவாமல்
தேறாத சிந்தைதனைத் தேற்றுவதும் எக்காலம்? 12

தந்தை, தாய், மக்கள், சகோதரரும் பொய்யெனவே
சிந்தைதனில் கண்டு திருக்கறுப்பது எக்காலம்? 13

மன்னுயிரைக் கொன்று வதைத்து உண்டு உழலாமல்;
தன்னுயிர்போல் எண்ணித் தவம் முடிப்பது எக்காலம்? 14

கவலை இல்லா வாழ்வு வேண்டுமென்றேன்; மனிதனாக பிறந்தேன் புத்தியுடன்.. இந்த வாழ்க்கை ஒரு பெரிய வரம், பத்திரமாக மிச்சமின்றி வாழ்ந்து முடிப்பேன்.
-இராம்

BBC Saturday Night

இவள் என்ன தேவதையின் புதல்வியா?
பார்த்தவுடன் புதுக் கவிதை பொங்குகிறதே...!
-இராம்

Apr 30 2010

Another good person in our family departed from this earth. Kuruvikulam Rasu mamma expired.

If I get a chance, I wanna kill all my memories of 2009. The year I lost most of the things, most because of my stupidity. Now searching for better things. Don't want to compromise myself by accepting that is a part of LIFE.
But wondering how truth it is as said in Bhagwat Gita, 'What belongs to me today, belongs to someone tomorrow'. If we know this truth and realize it, we can sleep peacefully and go back to our childhood where we lived with more smiles and peace.
I was a sort of person who never wanna loose any of my things. I was very particular and keep my belongings as long as possible. Believe it or not, I still have the pen I used in my 12th std. After loosing many things we are pushed to come out of materialistic world and trying to be happy with what we are left with. LIFE teaches us a lot as we grow.
Learning each day as LIFE progress....

Cheering
RaaM

உண்மை கள்ளக் காதலாகிவிட்டது, இரகசியமாகத் தான் பேச வேண்டியதுள்ளது... வருத்தத்துடன் நான் வாழ்கிறேன்.. - இராம்!

5 Years of IT LIFE

Finally after 225 days of struggle, fear, loss, tears and tiredness I got selected in TCS. Joined TCS TVM on APr 2005. Now completed five year in this organization and spend a chapter in my LIFE in IT industry.

Year 01: Steel Industry - Mumbai, Pune, ERP, Manufacturing process, Hindi, Marathy, First flight journey, first salary...
Year 02: COnfirmed, Tired of travelling, Kolkata, Mumbai, Delhi, Pune, still Haunting Hindi, TVS Victor
Year 03: Texas USA, Schlumberger, SugarLand, Texas
Year 04: Texas, Vegas, Friends, Beers, Margaitas, Tequillas
Year 05: Boston, Promotions, Project

Cheers,
RaaM

Best Mail I received from my friend - Sathish

Hi all,
First I would like to wish Ramu for his Birthday.
Ramu, Wish you many more happy returns of the day da...
recently read Chetan Bhagat book 'Five Point Someone', so thought of writing this mail...
Hope you all guys remember about the day 03/03/03...time we enjoyed in Ram house in sankarankovil..
Im not sure its 2003 or 2002??? But Im sure that is on Ramu's birthday..
day we all (Me, Ram, Ramu & vishnu) drunk too much..
Dhana, Anand, I didnt include you guys in drunk list..
Anand, Dhana,
you guys are always too good ppl without drinking!!! But be aware that life is too short...
I cannot forget that day.. because I myself did cut my GFs name on cake (so now she has become ex GF)...
I was very much surprised to she the name on cake..
hope you guys remember that name, if not just forget it. I dont want to get that name here and start my feelings :)
I think Ramu was too small kid to get drunk at that time... He was simply adding drop of alcohol with lot of water..
still I remember I gave him hit and he fell down from bed...(at that time I think I was little drunk and Ramu didnt even started drinking!!!)
I dont remember much about Vishnu on that day..I even doubt he was with us on that day...
If he was then I think he was so silent, didn't make much noise...Just joined with couple of rounds with us and fell down silently..
I perfectly know what Dhana & Anand was doing..
just sitting with us and eatin side dish as first priority...
then listening to us what ever we (drunk) guys say..
but i sure they would have scoulded us in their mind.. who knows they would have scoulded us directly straight to us as we all were drunk..
Ram would have got more from them, because he was drunk much..
Ram is always different from us in doing all things and think the way we do...
Ram and vishnu got some experience in drinks before, so me and Ramu were just getting help from him to add mix with hot....
As Ram has got some experienct, he is simply showing off and adding hot with beer and drinking too much..at last he faced difficutly of this after long time but not immediatly after drunk :)
i think there were also little arguments, but I dont remember exactly...
Ram is the one who got too much high with drinks...
after some rounds of drink on each our style we are drunk and me, Ramu, vishnu were down to bed with give few troubles to Anand and Dhana...
so we finally had nice time all and woke up late morning...
Dhana and Anand were waiting to say something to us...so as soon as we woke up he started laughing on us and started the story what happened after we (me, Ramu, vishnu) slept...
here it comes what we heard in next day morning...
But Ram is hero cum villain after we slept (all because of mixing hot with beer)..
Ram, you got too much and started seeing your GF in sky outside the house...
you started attacking her coming out the room in first floor..shouting like anything at midnight 1AM..ppl around the house who were in deep sleep woke and surprised to see such a nice guy Ram in this condition..
then neigbours called Ram's mom who went to her relative house in Thirunalveli...and Ram's mom called Ram's father who was sleeping just below us in ground floor where we all get drunk :)
Ram's father came to see us the condition how we are and took Ram downstairs bathroom and poured come of couple of bucket of water on him..
at the same time Ram's father was also scoulding Dhana & Anand telling them 'what you guys gave to my son, why he gave too much to him alone and why others (me, Ram, vishnu) took less and sleeping quiet' (sad guys Dhana & Anand, who dont even know how to dilute alcohol for drinking)
still Ram was shouting/scoulding his GF on why she didn't accept his proposal...
after lot of fight between these four ppl, finally Ram went to sleep and everyone else..
end of our few college days remembarence...
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I was feeling very happy when I typed this mail. but I dont know how you will be feeling when you read..
hope you guys enjoy reading this...
I wish to have like the same another get-together with all of you guys..
I miss my college days, college frnds...

If I have mailed to some of wrong email ids, then guys pls fwd to them.
I want everyone of us to read this mail..and keep this for long time...
Nice writing this mail to you guys,
--sathish

Me - I'm RaaM

புயல் மாதிரி வாழனும், தென்றல் மாதிரி தழுவனும், இல்லாதவனுக்கு உதவனும், நெருப்பு மாதிரி உழைக்கணும், வலிச்சா குழந்தை மாதிரி அழனும், பட்டாம் பூச்சி போல மனசு பறந்துக்கிட்டே இருக்கனும்.
காதலிக்கணும் அழகை எல்லாம், மழை, மலர், நறுமணம், கவிதை எல்லாம் இன்பமே..
இப்படி தான் நான் வாழ்வேன்.. வாழ துடிப்பேன்..!
- இராம்

Kick the bird out of the nest, else it won't learn to fly..! Comfortable routine life teaches nothing.... Love a stranger... - RaaM

அட போங்கடா, நானும் மன்னுக்குள்ளத் தான் போக போறேன், என்ன பயம் எனக்கு? அதுக்கு முன்னால ஒரு தடவை போட்டு பாத்துடலாம்.!
நீ என்ன அடிச்ச வர இரத்தம் கூட இல்ல, வெறும் சரக்கே! பயமே இல்ல மாமு!

Nothing interesting in IT. If you wanna continue me in IT, it is better to die now rather than rotten in IT field! I dont belong to IT world - RaaM

Dedicated to my gal :)

I wanna tell you; I love you
I wanna live one life with you
I wanna kiss only you

I wanna say I love you
I wanna sing a song for you
I wanna think only about you

I wanna propose one more time
I wanna smile always at you
I wanna dream only about you

I wanna say again I love you


-- RaaM

Why there is an intolerance to other Religion? I believe in equality and freedom to all. Live with harmony, love all. If someone ask what religion or caste am I belong to, I am more happy to reply them I am a HUMAN.
As I used to say always, WORLD IS MY NATION, LOVE IS MY LANGUAGE.

Cheering and spreading Happiness,
RaaM

The real friend knows your emotions though you don't express. I real friend can differentiate your happy and sorrow mood. You can't run away from a true friend, he will follow your soul till the end.

RaaM

Future God

What is so great in this LIFE? It is not necessary to make others Happy, it is more important that you are HAPPY without hurting anybody and anything. I had this funny thought today. Whenever I expressed my interest to do agriculture everyone opposed and laughed. I wanna ask them when Jesus and Lord Krishna, the shepherds can become God, why not me do the agriculture and become God too. I guess I more greedy! That is the way we need to enjoy our LIFE.
RaaM - Future God! Please pray me too.....! lol

Jan 21 - Promotion

I got my promotion at last effective from jan 01 2010. I am IT Analyst now.

RaaM

Blackberry Storm 2 9550

Oh after a lot of consideration and thought between Google's Nexus One and Blackberry's Storm 2, I decided BB Storm 2. I am a big fan of Blackberry, solid in the technology. Oh yeah gogle too came up with their best product, but I am proving my loyalty to Blackberry.

I can get rid off my old Blackberry Pearl now. I love my old mobile a lot too :). I switched from T-mobile to Verizon.

Raam
Jan 14 2010

௨0௧0 பொங்கல் திருநாள்

பொங்கல், நான் மிகவும் விரும்பும் திருநாட்களில் ஒன்று. விவசாயின் தினம், வியர்வை சிந்தியவனை நாம் நினைத்திட ஒரு நாள். கலைஞர் இந்த ஆண்டு முதல் இதையே தமிழர் புத்தாண்டு தினம் என்றும் அறிவித்து விட்டார். தொலை தூர தமிழன், எனக்கு மிக்கவும் நெருக்கமான நாள் இது...
அனைவருக்கும் பொங்கல் வாழ்த்துக்கள்..

சில சம்பவங்களை வார்த்தைகள் வரைந்து விடாது. சில சொற்கள் மனதின் ஆழத்தை உணர்த்துவதும் இல்லை. இந்த திருநாளில் எங்கள் குடும்பத்தில் ஒரு பேரிழப்பு! நாங்கள் அனைவரும் விரும்பிய, எங்கள் அனைவரையும் விரும்பிய எங்கள் தாஸ் சித்தப்பா காலம் தவறி விட்டார். உலகில் இன்னொரு நல்ல மனிதன் இன்று முதல் குறைவு..

மிகுந்த வருத்தத்துடன்,
இராம்.!

My Problem

The problem with me is I don't please people. I don't care of society. I live peacefully without hurting. I don't buy or borrow other's thought unless it is necessary. I'm pure of myself.

RaaM
SelF Obsessed - Thats what she told me..! Am I going to care about that? Damn, I smile!

Being True on Jan 03 2010

What sort of person am I? In the toughest and very serious situation, I am staying damn cool. I am not caring any thing. God, I don't know to hide my coolness too. That creates problem! Being truly to ourself is screwing happiness of other people sometime.

I donno its good or bad, but I don't damn care of anyone who keeps crying in their LIFE! I will be MYSELF, it is not self obsession, it is ME.! I don't compare or complain people. I breathe Truth and Liberty. Let the society call me rude and harsh!

RaaM
Truth is getting complex here...

Time to decide:- Not to marry!

Pseudo Being

The TRUTH is symbolized as rude by civilization. They call even as harsh and stubborn. In my society I can't tell the truth at many occasions. When I am not allowed to speak from my heart, I loose myself! I act for the society. They call me now as Human being. I'm truly a Pseudo Being.

Cheering,
RaaM

Happy New Year 2010

A Happy New Year 2010 to all. Let us leave and forget our past and begin a new year with joy and love. No more resolutions or promises to burden my little soul :)

Cheering,

RaaM